What I want it to be

I have very definite ideas about what I want this blog to be. I want it to be more a of a reflection of my hopes and dreams and concentrating more on the positive steps I am making as a human being, a woman, a wife and a mother.

I think the reason I am becoming a bit more hidden in my other diary is because I have aired too many negatives, too many of the awful bits that have happened. Naturally, my readers have formed opinions and taken sides...mine. I guess this is only natural, given that the only perspective they've been getting is mine, but I do think it's unfair because he has a story to tell as well....

...and he is a good man....

So, in this space I am going to resist the temptation to write word-vomit when I am sad, frustrated or angry. I want to turn the focus around to being on positive ideas on how to make situations better or how to respond so that I am not so hurt, angry or frustrated.

Let's just get this out in to the ether then.....I love him. I really do. He is the first of the five best things to ever happen to me. I have repeated this so many times because it's true...maybe it's a mantra.

It's a good one to have.